Despair needles you with its whisper，
it is agnostic， it believes in irony，
like a fly‘s buzz it is perceptions， a busy
blood clot that says alive， alive.
I‘m not the stopped motion， the straight line out.
Your garlands are "convivial， festival， sacrificial，
nuptual， honorary， funebrial."
That spring， when we strolled in the rain，
you bent to the stone wall‘s alyssum—
bloom， stem， and root， you tore a handful free.
Against your mouth the petals
were a mass of stars winking out.