It may not be
the ghostly ballet
of our avoidances
that they'll remember，
nor the long sulks
of those last months，
nor the voices
chilly with all
the anger we
were careful mostly
not to show
in front of them，
nor anything
at all that made
our choice to live
apart seem to us
both not only
unavoidable
but good， but just.
No， what I think
will haunt them is
precisely what
we've chosen to
forget： those too
infrequent （though
even toward
the end still
possible） moments
when， the children
upstairs， the dinner
cooking， one of us
would all at once
start humming an old
tune and we'd dance，
as if we did
so always， in
a swoon of gliding
all through the house，
across the kitchen，
down the hall
and back， we'd sway
together， we'd twirl，
we'd dip and cha-
cha and the children
would hear us and
be helpless not
to come running
down to burrow
in between us，
into the center
of the dance that now，
I think， will haunt them
for the very joy
itself， for joy
that was for them，
for all of us
together， something
better than joy，
and yet for you
and me， ourselves，
alone， apart，
still not enough.