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Space Station

编辑:chaxungu时间:2022-10-13 03:01:31分类:英语诗歌

by Tom Sleigh

(Note: a space station generates gravity by revolving one way and then another. When it reverses direction to revolve the other way, there are several moments when gravity is suspended.)

My mother and I and the dog were floating

Weightless in the kitchen. Silverware

Hovered above the table. Napkins drifted

Just below the ceiling. The dead who had been crushed

By gravity were free to move about the room,

To take their place at supper, lift a fork, knife, spoon-

A spoon, knife, fork that, outside this moment's weightlessness,

Would have been immovable as mountains.

My mother and I and the dog were orbiting

In the void that follows after happiness

Of an intimate gesture: Her hand stroking the dog's head

And the dog looking up, expectant, into her eyes:

The beast gaze so direct and alienly concerned

To have its stare returned; the human gaze

That forgets, for a moment, that it sees

What it's seeing and simply, fervently, sees……

But only for a moment. Only for a moment were my mother

And the dog looking at each other not mother

Or dog but that look-I couldn't help but think,

If only I were a dog, or Mother was,

Then that intimate gesture, this happiness passing

Could last forever……such a vain, hopeless wish

I was wishing; I knew it and didn't know it

Just as my mother knew she was my mother

And didn't……and as for the dog, her large black pupils,

Fixed on my mother's faintly smiling face,

Seemed to contain a drop of the void

We were all suspended in; though only a dog

Who chews a ragged rawhide chew toy shaped

Into a bone, femur or cannonbone

Of the heavy body that we no longer labored

To lift against the miles-deep air pressing

Us to our chairs. The dog pricked her ears,

Sensing a dead one approaching. Crossing the kitchen,

My father was moving with the clumsy gestures

Of a man in a space suit-the strangeness of death

Moving among the living-though the world

Was floating with a lightness that made us

Feel we were phantoms: I don't know

If my mother saw him-he didn't look at her

When he too put his hand on the dog's head

And the dog turned its eyes from her stare to his……

And then the moment on its axis reversed,

The kitchen spun us the other way round

And pressed heavy hands down on our shoulders

So that my father sank into the carpet,

My mother rested her chin on her hand

And let her other hand slide off the dog's head,

Her knuckles bent in a kind of torment

Of moonscape erosion, ridging up into

Peaks giving way to seamed plains

With names like The Sea of Tranquility

-Though nothing but a metaphor for how

I saw her hand, her empty, still strong hand

Dangling all alone in the infinite space

Between the carpet and the neon-lit ceiling.